This is where we left off and I’m trying hard to let go...

thatonekidjared @ 2008-09-22T00:12:00

2008-09-22T07:13:03Z

if i knew how to delete these entries i would

thatonekidjared @ 2006-05-20T16:52:00

2006-05-20T23:54:02Z

thatonekid...JARED?! hahaha.
this is old, obviously.

you know whats even funnier??
renae made this for me.. haha.

p.s.

2005-10-14T20:19:54Z

happy birthday jade
i forgot to put it up on ur birthday but since i remember now i'll just go with that

thatonekidjared @ 2005-10-13T01:43:00

2005-10-13T08:49:48Z

"Love is never spoken nor written. Rather it is manifested in unselfish, spontaneous, acts of kindness towards the one you love."

thatonekidjared @ 2005-10-09T15:36:00

2005-10-09T22:36:54Z

this past weekend has been crazy ive never been so tired and gotten so little sleep before in my life, but it was alot of fun in case u were wondering.

i hope

2005-10-08T08:26:46Z

that when i get older i dont have receeding hairlines like some old scary men do who hang out by the in & out off of willshire late at night.

would, could, cant.

2005-09-14T21:26:13Z

i woke up this morning and went back to bed. ive never done that before when i wasnt tired i just didnt want to wake up. enough of my emo ness for now uuh adams coming by to fix my laptop or try to soon i hope he does otherwise id be stuck with this comp for a little longer and then that means my mom comes by and reads my conversations i have with people.

.

2005-09-13T20:39:19Z

idont wnat anyithing

8-31-05

2005-08-31T17:45:41Z

i dont know if i want to do this i dont think im going to its still up to me this is just gonna be an overall shitty day no matter what. if i dont go then i didnt get to say bye to my mom for the next month/weeks or so i dont know. decisions i wish someone would help me but no ones gonna be on in time to help me before i need to make a decision for sure or not.

what now

2005-08-29T06:24:18Z

this weekends been great good to know at least when i move soon im goin out with a bang. if i wanted to start and explain my weekend i wouldnt even know where to start u had to be there to know. i dont like people being too friendly however.

i........ dont even know where to start u know what i think is wrong and should change but ur too stubborn and wont listen to me.

fuck

2005-08-16T06:28:44Z

sacramento tomorrow to help jake pack for san diego cuz hes a dumbass and waits till the last minute. yeah i hate driving now. mini road trips suck especially the drive down there going through marysville and lincoln THERES NOTHING THERE all dry dead grass and dead animals on the side of the road. trashy place.

Good day

2005-08-13T03:57:31Z

i had beandip tonight!
YAYAYAYA
im bored
and taryn talked to me
sort of?
good day.

otter pops are better then you.

current gf=strawberry shortcook

LA to the ME ;-)

2005-08-07T01:41:15Z

i have the worst hangover ever from last night and i had to drivehome all the way from the airport to kelseys house. bahamas were great what went on last night tho i have noooooooo clue. did i write about santa cruz? probably. i cant check it i have a baaaaaad headache. it isnt good. socal tomorrow. i just want a break ive been on the go the past 2 weeks and having a break to do absolutly nothing is amazing. we met some cool homeless ppl in santa cruz that was the highlight of my trip bahamas i dont really remember lol but the bums there there were about 20 all along the side of the pier/street thing everyone was circling this one like he was famous but he was raelly funny. some friends i know i saw there too and great america it was cool. anyways kelseys my designated person i go on trips with i wouldnt have it any other way. for everyone icalled last night and played the guitar REALLY bad, deepest apologies to u. on an extremely good note everything that ive finally wanted is good again with well u know who if ur u. thank u again. JK ur a kissing whore >:O ur gonna get herpes lol. on the merry go round in santa cruz.. =D lets just say i beat out this little kid to sit on the outter circle of the merry go round so i could throw those rings into the clowns mouth. i was basically a baller. i got one in and everyone was like woahh goood shot! so that makes me cool i guess u could say. i had to go on it by myself cause kelsey hates clowns. lame. i stole 3 of those rings and i GUESS im giving one to renae since she really wanted one. lol

"Whole family kidnapped by ninjas, need money for karate lessons"

Gone

2005-08-01T15:34:01Z

San Jose, Santa Cruz and then Bahamas... for a week. Be back on the 6th.

Recap of Today and Yesterday's Events.

2005-07-31T06:34:47Z

i raced ppl tonight, and won :) I never lose. What else? We almost got in a fight in NY. And if we did we would of been in trouble cause these guys were huge but jake was drunk and didnt know better lol so i basically babysat him the whole time making sure he stayed out of trouble. We went wakeboarding up in upstate and now im sore, very sore. WE SAW DONALD TRUMP. he looks like an idiot tho so i didnt want to waste my time on him. I got sunburned im red but by monday it should turn into a decent tan so im not so white lol. Still undecided on whats gonna go on there, what happens happens i guess? I LIKE PEOPLE WHO DONT RESPOND TO ME WHEN I TEXT THEM! >:O

hahahah they just showed the garlic festival in gilroy on the news where SOMEONE was today but i didnt see her..... i dont think. Why im putting this in entry? I guess it was exciting enough to write it in here.

SNL is on right now, this should be a good night tonight.

I'm goin to the Bahamas till friday/saturday on tuesday. :)

Too bad my summer finally picks up towards the end of it.

I'm SICK of packing. Thats all i ever do and my room looks really empty with most of it boxed up, I dont like it.

Some black guy- "I'm the only black guy here, you'll find me."
Me- "No we wont, its dark out."
Jake- "Now this beezy's gonna kill us."

hahaha

DO THIS

2005-07-30T22:06:44Z

someone gave me this idea no actually they told me to do it i didnt have much option or choice but anyways i doubt anyone will actually respond to this let alone be nice about anything but go ahead, post annonymously and tell me what u think about me and be honest.

fyi the whole point of posting it annonymously is so i dont know who u are so dont tell me who u are. got it? ok good.

Also, We had fun in New York, if anyone was wondering. I think im gonna go make this a monthly trip who wants to come next time?

outcome unknown

2005-07-19T01:59:40Z

its like the weather,unpredictable. one day sunshine can be in the forcast another storms.

bgjkshmnsgh

2005-07-15T19:22:52Z

i basically woke up today to watch unsolved mysteries at 12. i didnt go to bed till 4 cuz someone kept me up last night. willy wonka and the chocolate factorys a good movie i recommend seeing it even if u didnt like the first one. theres another movie coming out ........ bride. i dont remember the first part? its another tim burton film so im going to see it. last night was still fun its usually never dull when we do something. also realized theres alot of weird ppl that live here. i had a bad dream. lifes complicated. i want chinese food. robert stacks dead =(. that means there can never be anymore new unsolved mysteries just all re runs.... why? makes me mad when ppl die. i move in 2 weeks and go to disneyland/magic mountain with renae then too, this should be interesting............ thats all.

around

2005-07-03T21:01:16Z

mexico was exciting. met some interesting people just to come home to fight with some people about some stupid things. i have work tonight thats it nothing more. the cat attacked me last night and i ran into someth thorn bushes so yeah then i spilt orange juice its been a crazy night last night. no hook ups for jared in a long time.

few words for a few thoughts

2005-06-25T09:43:18Z

tomorrow we make the drive to santa cruz for the day i have to get up extremely early for me and its 230 im still not asleep. too much to write about thats been goin on so i dont think i will. so whats there to say? some people are idiots, most people are. then theres people that i cant remain mad at for longer then 10 minutes and i hate it cause i never use to be that way but somethings changed and i dont think i like it its the first signs of becoming a push over but i dont think i like being the complete asshole either. im just going to throw this question out here but i dont expect anyone to actually answer it but do you make decisions that you constantly second guess if what your doing is the right choice? every decision comes from a past decision its like the domino affect and you dont want to fall in the gap and have it all stop which is why all decisions you make are crucial. i just dont want to go wrong somewhere in this mess we call life. time can only tell so much and im tired of waiting. thats it, goodnight hope everyone has a good weekend.

dumb

2005-06-20T23:30:46Z

ashley your a fucking idiot. yup, that basically sums it all up

Stop complaining.........

2005-06-17T19:22:11Z

some people just need to keep to themselves and not go complain about it in their fucking livejournals no one cares. especially if u list off everything you dont like. thats a great way to get friends dont u think? cuz i know i want a friend whos depressed 24/7 and cries for attention. fucking emo kids die.

............all you want is attention.

apathetic

2005-06-16T20:07:36Z

lifes full of let downs and disappointments

maybe you were in love with the idea of being in love with no commitment necessary?

too early

2005-06-13T17:20:39Z

i hate being up this early or people who tell me to be up before a certain time and i listen to them just to have them not on and then im tired. good example of right now. shelbys bday was fun for the most part. people are coming over tonight ill probly be tired again. things are going good. i got starbucks yesterday and finished doing this package thing so now theres nothing else to say thats been my week. oh dramas gay ppl who create drama or involve others gets old after awhile theres nowhere to go after that. bye

i got ur back fool

im confused

2005-06-09T06:54:31Z

i like that im goin to texas the day someone flys back from texas. its really cool how everything works out. i also used my good persuaysive skills tonight to try and get tracey to let jadeeeeeeeeeeee stay online a little longer tonight but, it didnt work i dont know why he didnt like my good compliments i gave him on his name being so cool lol. and if ur reading this sorry for whats most likely gonna get brought up tomorrow at lunch if he brings it up lol. :)

this summers gonna suck ive decided until late july early august and i hate waiting and loosing contact with people cause of busy schedules. is today saturday? it says saturday night live is on at 12 but i dont think so cause san diego kids have school tomorrow my lifes confusing i cant even figure out what day of the week is lol. jerry springers coming on in 15 minutes might as well watch that trash and be thankful for what i have cuz those ppl are just idiots and really ugly. shallow yeah. i bought my mom some roses a card and a box of chocolate today cuz im nice. i just asked her if i could have some shes getting them for me haha i just got 2 :) u kno whats a good movie out? besides madagascar of course.... lords of dogtown. if any of u are planning to see it and have not already the kid who played the little boy of jack in will and grace gets put in a wheel chair and dies of cancer :) no smiley face to the kid dieing but smiley face cuz i probly just ruined to movie for u. i did that to jaime today she got mad kind of. speaking of her mayb ill be like renae

"new friends rock!"

idiot. im done with this post i think its getting late.